It is the greatest shame to consider oneself a part of this world
In life I have seen two types of people First class people always believe in God and they follow any rules and principles of religion. And the second class of people do not even follow any religious customs. Now if it is seen realistically then the people of the second class get the most happiness and possessions in life while the people of the first class just follow the creator like a fool. There was a time when I studied in first class category and till now I have not got anything in life but every time I am missing out from life so it is not possible for me to follow all the nonsense rules made by this creator. I am angry with myself, but also with this world, and most of all I am angry with the Creator. Because I have seen many piglets who have never been near a temple and yet they are the happiest in life. I’m one of those idiots who followed all the rules and yet in life I’ve just lost nothing. The words I am not saying out of frustration are the truest words of my life so I am determined not to spend any money on them. I don’t like to dwell on these things because I’ve seen many examples of God always making people happier who don’t value him at all if he doesn’t have time to think about me. I have seen a bustard in my native place who got only government job but he has all the happiness of life but his qualification is very less. I am admitting my mistake today that I was a good person at one time in my life and everything was going well, that was the biggest mistake of my life so I don’t want to do this mistake again. That’s because I have learned a lot by seeing this world. As this world is unborn, the one who created this world is more unborn than that. For three decades, only I have been oppressed and I have been wronged all my life, but I have not got a remedy for it, I have had to suffer, then what is the power of honoring this unscrupulous creator? I’m not saying the words from any emotional or frustration I realized my words for a long time and for a while I was silent but now I started talking because I understood the truth of the world. From today I shed my good person face and then my new life will begin.
