Sometimes I feel difficulties to recognise myself.
All the people we interact with in our daily lives are actually wearing masks. If you come across such a situation when you are in danger or helpless then you will understand their true form that is the norm of the society. So it is necessary to check every person while there is time. In personal life I use a treat when I have money in my pocket I still ask people for money I really want to know if they will help me if I am ever in real danger. People say that the world teaches people everything, I think it is wrong, it is not the world, it is the situation, because if a person is born in a high class family, he will not know many things of the last world, actually it depends on the situation he is in his life. I am moving forward through many experiences in life. I have learned many things in life now and I will learn maybe in the future. The scary forms of people sometimes make me very scared. So my request is that as long as you are healthy and able, try to build resources for the future because if you are in danger in the future no one will save you, you have to get out of your own problems. At one time I used to cry a lot but then I saw that crying does no good but harms me more so my tears dried up and the experience made me that now I have much more tolerance for it. I used to work in an office and a senior staff member of that office who was very dear to me once told me that resilience creates a strange ability in people that will serve them well in the future. I have to put up with a lot of things now, maybe that’s the life tolerance you have to acquire here. I have learned not only to endure but also to adapt myself to any adverse situation. I used to be very incongruent with the world but now it is as if I have merged with the world, that is, now people do not identify me separately. They consider me one of them. It’s a little difficult to just recognize myself, because I’m not what I really am now. I once ran far and wide to see many things, but now I don’t feel like it anymore. It’s hard to think that the change of time has changed me too. Thinking about these things, when do I fall asleep? Very sleepy so good night 😴
